Connecting With the Soul of Your Future Baby
Have you ever just known something in your heart, but couldn’t explain how?
Like you knew you were meant to have a baby, or that your baby would be a girl or a boy, long before they ever arrived?
Some women just feel it. They can’t prove it, but they know it. It’s not something anyone told them. It’s not something they read somewhere. It’s something they carry deep within, like a quiet whisper from their soul.
Feeling the Presence Before They Arrive
For years, I’ve felt the energy of a little girl around me. I’ve always seen her in my mind – dark hair, blue/hazel eyes – she looks just like me.
She’s been with me for as long as I can remember. I don’t know how I know… I just do. I feel her personality, I know what her interests will be and I know she will be spiritually gifted just like I was.
And the funny thing is, every time I went to a psychic over the years (without even mentioning fertility), they would say: "You have a little girl around you. She looks just like you." It was like life was gently confirming what I already felt in my heart.
When I was pregnant with my two beautiful boys, I remember finding out they were boys at the 20 week scan and instantly feeling something wasn’t right. It wasn’t that I didn’t want boys – it was something deeper. It just didn’t match the vision, the knowing, the connection I had always felt. I always knew something wasn’t right from the time I conceived…..but hearing they were boys- I just had this gut feeling. And a few seconds after announcing their gender- there was this eerie silence followed by heartbreaking news.
Sadly, I lost both of my boys late in pregnancy. It was life changing. It changed me. It broke me. And yet, that connection to my spirit baby – that little girl – has never left me.
I’ve always known she’s part of my story. Even though she’s not physically here, I still feel her. I still believe in her.
I’ve actually been trying to have a baby for almost 20 years. It’s been a long, painful journey filled with loss, grief, and moments where I honestly don’t know how I’ve kept going.
Even when I was in my early 20s, I felt so connected to this little spirit baby. Every time I fell pregnant — and I’ve had miscarriages between the two boys I later lost — there was always this voice inside me. I remember looking at those positive pregnancy tests and hearing it so clearly:
“Not now. You’re too young."
It was the strangest thing. I used to think I was crazy. Why am I hearing this? But it wasn’t just a random thought — it was that deep stomach-wrenching feeling. You know, that tight feeling you get when your body just knows something is wrong?
My intuition was so strong, always telling me that I would become a mum much later in life — maybe in my late 30s or early 40s. I’ve always felt drawn to the number 42. It’s like I’ve carried that number with me for years, without really knowing why.
And now, here I am. I’m 40, and I’m planning to start trying again next year, when I’ll be 41. Maybe this is the timing I’ve been sensing all along. Maybe this is when I’ll finally meet my little girl, the spirit baby I’ve seen and felt for so long.
The rest is unknown for now. But if it happens, if my little girl arrives when I’m 41 or 42, then everything I’ve felt since my 20s will finally make sense.
It’s been a long road, but somehow, I’m still walking it.
Looking back now, I can finally see why my journey has taken so long.
For so many years, I used to wonder — why? Why has it taken me nearly 20 years to fall pregnant with a healthy baby? Especially when I started trying in my early 20s. It just didn’t make sense to me back then.
But now, it does. So much has happened between then and now. I’ve gone through huge changes — I got divorced, I moved to a different state, I had to start my life all over again. I spent so many years single, and I actually wanted to be single. I didn’t trust anyone after what I’d been through. My heart was so broken. I just wanted to be alone, and for a long time, I was really happy being alone.
And now, here I am, engaged and thinking about trying for a baby next year. It’s exciting, but it’s also scary. The fear is real — what if it happens again? What if I have to go through more heartbreak?
But deep down, my intuition has always told me the same thing: the third baby would be the one. I’ve always felt that the next baby would be the girl I’ve seen in my visions. I’ve always known she would be okay, and I’ve always known I would stop at one. Just one. That’s always felt right to me.
If you’ve been following my podcast, you might remember the episode I shared called "Guided by a Stranger." If you haven’t listened to it yet, I really encourage you to. You can find it on Spotify by clicking here. You can also find it on Apple Podcasts by clicking here.
In that episode, I talk about a handwritten letter I received many years ago from a complete stranger — a woman who knew nothing about me. I had simply bought something from her website, and out of nowhere, she wrote me a personal letter with a prediction about my future babies.
It’s something I’ll never forget. It was like the universe was gently confirming what I had always known in my heart.
If you listen to that episode, you’ll understand just how connected this journey has always been.
Intuition vs. Expectation
When we’re on the journey of trying to conceive, it’s so easy to get caught up in what we want.
We might say:
“I just want a girl.”
“I really want twins.”
“I hope I get a boy.”
And sometimes, we confuse these desires with intuition. But intuition is different. Intuition doesn’t beg. Intuition doesn’t push. Intuition simply knows.
It’s quiet. It’s calm. It’s a soft certainty that stays with you, even when things aren’t going to plan. Even when you’ve been waiting for years. Even when people around you tell you to “just give up.” That deep knowing… it doesn’t go away.
A Simple Practice to Connect With Your Baby’s Soul
If you’re feeling called to connect with your future baby’s soul, here’s something you can try.
It’s not about forcing a connection or trying too hard. It’s about sitting quietly and opening your heart.
Try this:
Find a quiet place where you won’t be interrupted.
Close your eyes and take some slow, gentle breaths.
Place your hands on your heart.
Ask (softly, in your mind or out loud):
“Is there a baby soul that’s connected to me?”
“Is there something you’d like me to know?”Wait. Just sit and feel.
You might see a colour, a symbol, a name.
You might feel warmth, a tingle, a wave of emotion.
You might feel nothing at all – and that’s okay. Sometimes the connection is subtle.
Try this as often as you like. You don’t need to look for a big answer. Just let your heart stay open and curious.
Trust Your Journey
Sometimes what we know deep inside doesn’t always match our timeline. Sometimes the road twists and turns. Sometimes we carry a knowing for years before it unfolds.
But your intuition – your inner wisdom – is always worth trusting.
Whether you’re seeing signs, dreaming about your baby, or just carrying this quiet, unshakable feeling… you are allowed to believe in what you feel.
The soul of your future baby may already be closer than you think.